Fun?
What is fun? It means different things for different people. The common perception is that usually hanging out with a big bunch of friends is the best thing! But what if you don't enjoy that? Is there something wrong with you? I think not. Maybe there is something missing in that outing which makes you feel that you are not enjoying. You might have been better off reading that book of yours you've been wanting to read forever. I have realized that it is good to try all those highly recommended/suggested ideas of having fun, but then stick to what suits you best. Also, a pointer for self - if you are not enjoying with that big bunch of friends - maybe it is time to find people you would actually enjoy with!